My bro throw me a question, “what do you think about working life?why do you always seems energetic in your work?”
This got me into deep silent..*is a start of a Table Topic session again*
“I don’t think much about my work and I don’t seem to be that energetic either..I just pass a day and call it a day, if the work don’t kill you I guess everything will be fine…I’m just work to live and not live to work..If I’m the latter then only considered as enthusiastic about work..”
“an optimistic view” replied my sister..
come to think about it, yeah…there are not even a smooth sailing for a day at my work since I started but I do hang on..and to include my new role in Toast as a Area Governor(AG with 5 clubs under my care..I’m starting to feel tiredness..
but mental tiredness would not kill you unless you allow it to…I was quiet frustrated at the some level when I’m not supported or assisted by some club’s officer at 1st..He is mentally and spiritually unsatisfied of me being the new AG…WTF..
Life is full of “the others” so why would I care so much about them instead I should focus on what I’m doing, let alone he is preparing a showdown for me or preparing a speech for “8-10mins persuasion with power”…the objective is to make believe that I’m incapable and inexperience(Wtf..toastmasters is a org for the inexperience to become experience!)…Communication is never easy..sometimes silent is gold…
hehe..life still goes on..so if whoever is in my way..let it be..I only welcome those who wants to befriend..focus on good news..
for life..as long as I’m still alive..I won’t get too caught up with it(maybe just a few hours of imbalance emotions)..if I’m dying…what is there to worry..hehe..
Happy day ahead!
Ernest wong.
muahaha
good.!!